Hey look kids, theres Big Ben

Hey everyone,

I just wanted to write a very quick update from London. It is 1:30am and I’m having a bit of trouble sleeping. I am hugging my Peter Pan plushie to my tummy thanks to Euro Disney in Paris and am feeling a bit thoughtful.

Tomorrow is my last day of my trip and then I am back to Sydney for five days to catch up with my friends and to see my doctor.

Can you believe it’s been one month and two days since Michael passed? Does the pain lessen? No. Do I feel any less heartbroken? No. Have my tears stopped? No. In fact, i have barred myself from thinking about him too in depth while I’ve been here. I was at dinner last week with a girlfriend in Paris and her friend– both huge fans and I began welling up in front of them both — however it’s been wonderful to be around friends that understand.

In saying that all of my friends have been good to me — fans or not, in fact the only person who was horrible to me about it was a girl from church — funnily enough.

I went back to Brompton oratory yesterday for a solemn mass. It was nice, but I miss my own church. I can’t wait to be back there.

I guess I’ll try to get some sleep cos we are doing a fair bit tomorrow but I wanted to say, God loves us. He loves us so much that we as humans can’t fathom… But it’s true. God will never put something on our plate that is too big for us to chew. And always have hope because without hope we are lost.

When I get home I will upload my photos and stuff to flickr or if anyone wants to add me to facebook they can send an email to divinetreasures83@gmail.com
And I’ll add u. Xxx

Pray for my safe return to Sydney both journeywise and healthwise, amen?

Xxxx